The Calling

It is an amazing feat of nature that a bamboo seed spends many years underground slowly developing before all of a sudden, in 24 hours, it shoots 4 feet up in the air. The seed of the Level 2 program was in incubation for many years, waiting for clarity and the true impulse to act. It is with great excitement that I share with you the readiness now to have The Emergence Program burst out of the ground and into form! 

This is my specific invitation to YOU to join us in The Mysterial Leadership Emergence Program and complete The Mysterial Sequence to become the Mysterial Leader you were born to be. You have already done the hard work of cultivating the healthy inner Mother and Hero (even if you did not work overtly with those specific archetypes in your program) archetypes in the Level 1 program (the Mysterial Leadership Depth Program).

It was not that everything all of a sudden was fantastic in your life after the work of the first program, but something was forever changed as the developmental tap WAS turned on again. As you have lived into the operating principle of the first polarity – I am enough just as I am and empowered to do what is mine to do – many new ways of being and doing have no doubt emerged. 

 Image source: Tantric Marriage by  George Atherton

Image source: Tantric Marriage by George Atherton

From this opening, the second polarity between The Father and The Maiden archetypes naturally begins to beckon. A longing arises to cultivate the healthy Father and develop and capacity for building reliable systems that will provide a solid and enduring foundation for a life of substance and contribution. You want to cultivate the self-confidence to stand in your own True Authority and honor the gifts and beauty of others and the world around you, recognizing that you are part of a diverse and interconnected ecosphere. 

And you also long to engage the archetype of The Maiden and gain access to the wild, exciting, and dynamic force of your Joyful Creativity. You want to grow your capacity for deep intuition and connect to the raw life energy that allows you to innovate and set off on bold adventures. You long to challenge your old ways of thinking and liberate yourself and others from unnecessary constrictions. You are ready to go with the flow of life, and balance play with work as you stop taking yourself and life so seriously. And you want to liberate your sexual and heart energy, so that you can enter into the intimate dance of mutuality with others.  

Out beyond this second polarity The Crone archetype waits patiently. This third face of the Feminine has been preparing for millennia to finally come through in consciousness. You can already imagine what it would be like to hold seeming opposites without contradiction, and be able to let go of those things that no longer serve you.  

You want to be able to see the intelligent patterns in the chaos of life and use all of your ways of knowing to pierce through confusion and take action. You long to be a catalytic force able to synthesize complexity and bridge between extremely divergent people, worlds, and ideas so that something new and better can arise. You can sense the possibility of an Alchemical Authenticity that would make you an agent of change simply by being yourself.

When all of the archetypes of The Mysterial Sequence have been cultivated a deep and lasting inner Sacred Marriage takes place and The Mysterial Leader naturally emerges. It is a beautiful thing to witness! 

And just to dangle the Mysterial Carrot out there, here are some of the all quadrant Mysterial Leadership capacities that will become your signature presence:

Multi-Dimensional Knowing, Embracing Polarities; Authentic Presence, Energy Stewardship

Dynamic Mutuality, Tending the Field; Influencing System Resonance, Unfolding the Emergent


 Image source: Open by  Steven Daluz

Image source: Open by Steven Daluz

This global Level 2 Emergence program is a unique opportunity, offered over 9 months via an online and in-person format. The women who choose to join me on this voyage will be pioneering a new structure that allows women from around the globe to participate in a catalytic community. While I will be running other programs, the women in this Emergence Program cohort will have my full presence and attention. I am deeply committed to guiding these Mysterials through the threshold. Some of you who have already done WILA - the Level 2 program in its earlier iteration - might also want to join in on this journey and break through to new levels of wisdom, love and power. 

As you read each of these - pay attention to the response in your hara, heart and head to discern whether you get a ‘YES’ to these program outcomes:

  • Accelerate your development up the spiral so that you are increasingly able to handle the complex challenges of your life.
  • Connect more fully with your own personal purpose and passion so that you can stand in your own true authority and joyfully follow your unique destiny line out into the world.
  • Live your life as a creative experiment that you enter boldly into every day, curious to see what you will invent, and where joy is not a fleeting experience, earned after a lot of hard work and lost as soon as you return to the grindstone. 
  • Along with an increased ability to be with the difficult moments of life, you are ready to playfully engage in the fun of living. You recognize that this is your birthright and you work to live, not live to work. 
  • Awaken your fun loving, spontaneous, curious, imaginative, intuitive, and adventurous self and unleash your creative expression. 
  • Establish the ability to create order and the structures necessary so that you can brings your gifts into the world sustainably. 
  • Install a grounded sense of confidence in yourself so that you can weather the ups and downs of life and all its challenges, handling the pressures of a complex life with resilience and grace.
  • Learn how to truly see in the dark and be with difficult situations with an increased capacity to surrender to the change that is working its way through you.
  • Awaken more fully your spiritual connection as an important driver in your development.  

The Emergence program can help you to experience…

  • True creative mutuality where you are grounded in your own experience while being open to intimacy and the richness of a high consciousness collective.
  • The joy and impact of freely expressing your unique genius. 
  • A Higher level of performance as you deeply integrate all of your deep Feminine and Masculine essences in an alchemical inner ‘sacred marriage’
  • The power and pleasure of deep Presencing so that you can masterfully ‘source’ a project and bring it to successful enactment in the world.
  • Getting on your path and developing the courage and commitment to follow it out into the world and make your creative contribution. 
  • Taking your  sovereign seat and know for certain that you are a vital part of the unfolding evolutionary moment.
  • Truly partnering with the unknown, creative Mystery, encouraging innovation and new opportunities to unfold through you.

The Alchemical Container

The Mysterial Leadership Emergence Program has been designed using a comprehensive approach to women’s development that we have spent the past 2 decades decoding. In the Level 1 programs The Mother archetype is the guiding template for the container of the work. It is a deep and loving holding that invites women to surrender into the deep waters of the unconscious and unhook from the millennia old hypermasculine code that has kept their development stalled. In the Level 2 program we move to the second Yin-Yang polarity and the powerful energy of The Father as the guiding archetype for our container. Now we will activate the catalytic engine of a coherent collective field and use that to fuel our individual and community emergence. Like in a mumuration of birds women will dive and swoop and fly together encouraging one another to become Mysterials!

Engaging body, heart, mind, and soul our journey together will use many different methodologies: visual journaling, ritual, powerful leadership practices, collective leadership project, and our proven technology of transformation to activate your innate Mysterial Potential. Consider this less as a program you are leaving your life to attend and more as a powerful alchemical container into which you will fully bring all domains of your experience. 

Monthly 90-minute Whole Circle Sessions with Suzanne
These sessions will involve meditation, teaching, collective psycho-catalytic ritual and small group exploration together. The sessions will be recorded for those who cannot attend live, but it is highly recommended that you plan to schedule yourself to be present for these sessions as they will be important opportunities to accelerate your development in the collective field.

Summer Dreaming - Catrin Welz Stein.jpg

source: Summer Dreaming by Catrin Welz Stein

Monthly 90-Minute Coaching Sessions with Suzanne
Suzanne will focus these sessions on diving deeply into the psychodynamic process that allows for the deep shadow work to occur. The catalytic collective engine of the group will powerfully facilitate your personal growth and support your transformative personal practice. The sessions will be recorded for those who cannot attend live, but it is highly recommended that you plan to schedule yourself to be present for these sessions as they will be important opportunities to accelerate your development in the collective field.

Virtual Retreat for the Polarity Shift (3 hours on Zoom) - weekend date TBA.
After the deep work to open the channel of the second Yin-Yang polarity of The Father - Maiden we will celebrate the Joyful True Authority Initiation. 

3-day in-person closing retreat - location in the Pacific Northwest TBA. (Travel, meals & accommodation are not included in the cost for Emergence.) Our 9 month long intensive journey will culminate in a powerful closing retreat together. Using ritual, movement, catalytic visual art explorations, and deep conversation together we will prepare for a potent archetypal ritual process of inner sacred marriage and the birth of our full Mysterial essence. 

An Individual Human Design Assessment: Human Design is a profoundly transformative system that combines: Astrology, the Chinese I-Ching, the Chakra system and the Kabbala into a profound Science of Differentiation that allows you to understand more specifically your individual uniqueness within the genetic matrix. This helps us to zero in on your unique signature presence and to let go of the aspects of the self that are not congruent with you who truly are. Although I will use this information from the beginning of our work together I will determine when in the cycle of the coaching program to do this specific 60-minute reading with you. For those who have already had an initial reading in the Depth program we will have a chance to go deeper into the exploration of your unique design. 

Alchemical Community – Catalyzing and Supporting Your Learning
Our cohort will have 6-12 students and together we will create a dynamic transformative community. Everyone will have completed some version of a Level 1 program so there will be a powerful level of commitment and transformative capacity in the group. You will have the opportunity to connect with allies in a collaborative, co-creative learning environment that accelerates growth and builds a web of friendships with other emerging Mysterials around the world. We will tend our collective ‘we space’ engine carefully as it is a powerful, catalytic element in the program. 

Private Facebook Group
Our private Facebook group will be an important element of your learning journey in between the live sessions. Through your own posting and that of the other participants you will be supported, encouraged and challenged to grow in ways that would not occur on your own. 

Learning Triads
Meeting bi-monthly at a minimum, the intimacy and accountability of these smaller learning partnerships will support you to dig deeper into the Fieldwork explorations of the program. Your learning partner allies will become your homebase container in the larger field of the cohort and a place where you can be encouraged, challenged and supported to become your full Mysterial self. 

The program curriculum is designed to work as much in between the class sessions as during them. It is within the field of your life that you will become an observer of your habitual patterns and engage in the practices that will liberate you from the conditioned responses that no longer serve you.

Mysterial Leadership Practices
In the Level 2 program there is an expectation that the basic morning flow practices are being engaged. You will customize a set of powerful practices for body, mind, heart and soul that will provide an essential and sustainable vessel for your transformative journey. They will become the template for the cultivation of a life long personal container for wellbeing. 

Collective Leadership Project
The work of the Level 1 program takes you deeply into your personal process and opening to the vessel of your unique being and igniting your capacity to do what is yours to do. In the Emergence Program, along with the ongoing personal shadow work required to clear each of the 3 remaining archetypal energies, we also now turn our gaze outward toward the world. Our own liberation is intimately woven together with the liberation of girls and women around the world who are much less fortunate than ourselves. Your own Mysterial becoming as a leader, incorporating the healthy capacities of all the archetypes and their liberating beliefs and deepening into their powerful energies, ripples out into the world.

Additional Guest Speakers
As the program unfolds Suzanne will invite various allies to share their expertise as it relates the the different archetypal energies. For example an expert in women's sexuality and relationship will join us when we are diving deeply into The Maiden. More information coming in the near future! 

Mysterial Mentor
Nota Lucas who has completed an early version of the Level 2 program and is currently faculty for the Level 1 Mysterial Leadership Depth Program will provide support and encouragement to women in the program. 

    — Nota Lucas, Personal Development Coach

“There was a vastness to the shift that occurred in my life.

I was going through a dark night of the soul at the time - I felt confused and I was looking for some way of figuring things out and making some changes. Suzanne’s program includes a beautifully-held container, tools, and methodology that enabled insight, awareness, and deep change to occur.

I found what I now think of as my essential, deep self. I learned to feel myself, to befriend myself, and I began to learn what it means to live an authentic life. This program has enabled me to find my own calling, as well as the open-hearted desire to connect with others who care about what is happening in this evolutionary moment.

I will always be grateful for our paths crossing, because what I found was like going from the black and white of Kansas to the living color of Oz - only Oz is real and everything is possible.”

It is time now to take a cohort of courageous women all the way through the Mysterial Sequence. In these challenging times on our beautiful jewel of a planet we need Mysterials who have the resilience and grace to model new ways of being and doing that draw on Deep Feminine and Masculine wisdom, love and power.

Our Mysterial Murmuration requires some of us to step forward now and lead the way as full Mysterials.

Sense, feel and think into whether it is 'yours to do' to be one of these pioneers.


The Prerequisite for the Emergence program is completion of any version of the Level 1 Program: WILC, BWILC, WILO, The Opening Program, Mysterial Leadership Depth Program, or 1-1 Mysterial Leadership Coaching Program.

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Still not sure?

If you’re interested in the Emergence program but are not yet sure if it’s a fit for you, please email me here. This is deep work, and while you won’t be completely at ease before starting – it’s important to address your questions and concerns. I look forward to hearing from you.

Refund Policy
There are no refunds for payments already made (whether full-pay or partial / pay plans). Once you have made your first payment you are committed to the full investment of the program.

Payments not reconciled within 10 days incur a late payment charge of $25 or 10% of balance, whichever is greater. This charge will compound for each 10 day period thereafter (e.g. 20 days late incurs a charge of $50 or 20% of balance, whichever is greater) until reconciled.

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